your inner child

have you ever stared at a wall, and wondered if it could stare back,
or look out a window and wondered if the window was actually looking through you?
if they could what would they see?
an aray of sunshine, rainbows and beautiful colorful flowers..
or would it see a hell so deel the devil himself would shudder at the sight
black with flames and broken roads, burned down bridges, and no where to go.
walls that dont block a heart wrenching cry as the child inside you begins to die.
begs for a way out.
"i cant breath!"
says the child
"someone please, find me."
"i cant find a light"
you hear the poor child
but your stuck,
you cant help.
under all the debris, broken roads and burnt bridges
you cant save the child
you give up.
you tried.
walls fall and crumble
as your inner child dies.




let me explain this to you,
as you lie to someone, take a child for example. They are going to realize the more you lie to them, the more they can't confide in you. the people around you who love you, lie to you making it hard for those beautiful colors to shine through your personality, the lies go deep. they penetrate your innocence as you are brought to the harsh reality of life. your inner child dies, not because you grow old and you age, its because the reality of life takes its toll on you, it beats you until your innocence has no existance. be a kid. dont let your inner child die.