describing the indefinite love he has for her, and then went on to say he cannot do this to his kids and wife. it was nothing for him when he came in and tore apart our family. the fact that his kids wont bear the humiliation and devastation that we faced was great. but once again we go in and come out as the underdogs. its amazing what two people in "love" can do to a family. they can make it or break it. I'm sick of being caught in between. i am ripped back and forth between stacked lies. he begged her to stay when life for us was looking up. but its all on his watch. his feelings his guilt. i try to be there for her but i have no example to follow.
no one was there for me. when i was torn between fathers i had nothing but a pillow to cry on. so how do i help someone when Ive never been close enough to them to understand. maybe we'll never understand each other.
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